Leah and I are brought down to earth all the time realizing again the harsh reality of our current positions. We get cought up in emotions and conversations of the future. Then reality sets in and we have to come back to earth. Its hard....very hard. The constant ups and downs sadness of being apart and joyful anticipation of meeting and being with eachother. The Knowing that our future is pending on what a goverment embassy has to say. Its all very taxing. I think we have both been through the feelings of "is it worth it or not. but everytime i start feeling that way i realize "YES IT IS"
There was a reason i met Leah on Yahoo, there was a reason that the timing in our lives were perfectly matched as to that we were both in the same points in our lives. It all seems so right its scary....As for the future, who knows.....ALl i do know is i love her, i want to be with her, and everything else will just fall into place.

I can never do anything easy!....lol