Man! Thank you! Thank you so much! I knew I wasn't alone and from reading the posts on this site I knew it was a good place to express my emotions. This is hard to do around other people even my own family. No one seems to take me seriously. My co workers, family, they are all behind me but it seems that they are waiting for me to fail in a way. Kind of like "yeah there goes Jeff" or "Well, I dint want to say anything, you had to learn for your self". I don't need that, I need exactly what you said, no real answer because the answer is between me and my love to be. The best thing you said was "love will win out" !!!!!!!!!!!! The POINT I WAS MISSING the last few weeks. I think that's why I have been feeling crazy. I think I am getting to involved in the "what if's" and the "Maybes" ...Its so good to know I am not alone, I am not crazy, I AM IN LOVE! and that's the only thing I have to hold on to! Thanks man for responding! You lifted my spirit! :D